The Big Bang
As a child, growing up with Dyslexia, in the 1970's, I did
not find school fun. Nor, did learning come easy for me. The standard classroom
set up was, desks in rows, teacher at the front lecturing, students taking
notes, and then a worksheet for homework. This was pretty much a standard
routine, in all of my classes. We had some labs in science, albeit, a cookie
cutter one, with step by step instructions, leaving no room for deviation or
discovery. This regiment of learning is exhausting for any child, even more so, for one struggling with Dyslexia.
I had to adjust to my
disability quickly, my teachers were not going to repeat the notes and they
expected me to take thorough ones. They checked them at the end of class. This
generally put me in a tail-spin, because I was so focused on trying to take
notes, that I missed 1/3 of everything they were saying. Needless to say, I
didn't get good grades. I was a left-handed, Dyslexic student, sitting at a
right-handed desk (there were no left-handed desks), who was expected to write
quickly, understand content the first time, and most importantly, to not ask
questions. My teachers hated it when we asked questions. So adjusting, became
my middle name. Basically, I faked it.
I scribbled some nonsense down,
as my teachers were direct teaching and added some numbers and drawings, for
good measure. My notes never made sense, but because the teacher had to check
30 sets of them, by scanning not reading, I learned quickly, how to cheat the
system. This got my teacher off my back, but it sunk me into a deep hole of
despair. I had zero notes and no way to get the information, except to read the
textbook. I was a slow reader and it took me hours to read one chapter. This
would get me a glare and disapproving comment, from my mother, who thought I
was playing around, rather than doing my homework. Except, I was doing my
homework. What took most kids 30-40 minutes to complete, took me 2-3 hours. I
rarely completed my homework, because I spent all my time reading the textbook,
to get the notes, I was missing out on, in class. Vicious circle. Brutal
epiphany.
Expansion
Gladwell compares
capitalization learning with compensation learning, which occurs when we are
weak in one area and are trying to fix it. For instance with Dyslexic students,
like myself, we tend to become great listeners, because we often struggle with
reading, this is an attribute that has helped me a lot in my adult life. I do
not have to focus, on detailed note-taking, rather simply listening intently
and I remember most, of any lecture. A task that you labor with, like reading,
can be beneficial, a desirable difficulty, forcing you to adapt to note-taking
and reading difficult textbooks, by concentrating on spoken rather than written
words. Or, it may cause some detrimental results, like when we give up on a
task or project, out of irritation and exhaustion. Which, ultimately, leads to
self-doubt and low self-esteem.
Compensation learning is
difficult and arduous. Frustrating and prolonged. But, with determination and
momentum, we can move past the inertia and eliminate the lack of friction that
is slowing our pace. However, before we can overcome our obstacles, we have to
accept that we have limitations and find strategies to minimize them. This can
be difficult for students. They may not understand why they are not successful
in a class, even when they are doing all their homework. Why they study hours
for a test, yet still fail it. This is why building relationships with our students
is essential. When we truly understand how our students learn, we can design
lessons that best match their skill-set. But, when we know how they think, what
makes them tick, we know how challenging we can make our activities. We
recognize when they are shutting down and tuning out, before they do. So, we
have counter-measures in place, to break those prolonged phases of inertia. We
have thrusters at the ready, to give the burst of energy needed, to redirect
their course. The more we listen, the more we can help our students. We have to
make sure students reflect and understand how they think. We have to help them
see their limitations, but rather than succumb to them, use them as desirable
difficulties rather than determining factors.
I was attending elementary
school before Dyslexia was recognized and treated. But, I can tell you the
experience of being misunderstood and labelled as an underachiever, turned out
to be for me, very much desirable difficulties, because they pushed me to
become a good listener and independent thinker. I had to find my own strategies
to compensate for my interruptions. I call them interruptions because they
started as prolonged inertia, a halting of my learning, but over-time became
brief setbacks. Slight alterations to my plans. I had to study harder in
college (I graduated with my first Bachelor's before computers or the
Internet). I had to make sure I could stream-line my notes, basically use
short-hand, because in the massive lecture halls at UCLA, professors were not
going to repeat themselves or answer questions. I had to acquire new skills.
These new skills, let’s call them, the grease on my wheels, have allowed me to
maintain my course. Dyslexia is permanent, but the adversities are beatable- we
just have to generate enough power to overcome the drag.
Create a safe-haven: both stable and nuanced. Be active: in listening and interacting. Understand the dilemma inside a child's mind. Their struggles. Their inconsistencies. Start the spin and let gravity take over. Create a place where uniqueness and failure are welcomed. Where challenges are accepted. This is when a galaxy forms. It expands with the voices of dissension and disturbance. Until finally, it holds its place, forms its expansive shape and yields to the nature of gravity. Gravity, the force of interaction and collaboration. When teachers and students cooperate, no one gets left behind.
Create a safe-haven: both stable and nuanced. Be active: in listening and interacting. Understand the dilemma inside a child's mind. Their struggles. Their inconsistencies. Start the spin and let gravity take over. Create a place where uniqueness and failure are welcomed. Where challenges are accepted. This is when a galaxy forms. It expands with the voices of dissension and disturbance. Until finally, it holds its place, forms its expansive shape and yields to the nature of gravity. Gravity, the force of interaction and collaboration. When teachers and students cooperate, no one gets left behind.
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