Saturday, October 3, 2020

White Noise - The Subtle Art of Colorful Experience (278)

She awakens, optimistic, eager to paint the large strokes of life. The car ride, same morning radio show, same dull, half-asleep conversation about recent events. It lingers, this melancholy, like corn syrup consciousness. Thick and viscous- coating the expressive part of her soul, with a molasses varnish. At times sweet and enticing, others a toxic patina.

It sits on the tongue, a filmlike reminder to brush after every meal. To open one's eyes and look around, recognize the minty freshness of observation. She stares out the window, dark becoming dawn. Cars scrambling to and fro, like ants on a hill. Sometimes she feels like the ant, purposefully driven to be part of a pack. Job detailed, relentless instinct to collect and assemble.

Then the giant foot scatters. 

Empty parking lot, she crosses, alone, before noise erupts, she enters. Hallways whispering about yesterday's occurrences. She listens. She welcomes the silence.

She switches on, as the lights do. Springing to life, mind focused. Setting forth. Music easing into the stillness, awakening the motivation. The energy ignites and she begins to bounce, foot taping to the rhythm of a new day.

White noise is contagious. She is often placed within it. Letting the brilliance of opportunity become mired in dots and background. She goes through the motions because it is easier to do so. She lets routine drag her along many days, rather than raising anchor and setting sail on unpredictable waters. Yet, she needs to.

It is important to remember to walk the avenue, remain unjaded, fly in the moment. Every second you are in the classroom, virtual or brick and mortar, is paradigm shattering. It is magic incarnate. You just need to feel it in real time. You have to recognize that the subtle art of a colorful experience- is like a neon dream. You just need to be willing to spill the paint.

It can be messy. Sometimes it may be splatter, others a fine, detailed masterpiece. But most often it is somewhere in between. The important thing is to push out the white noise. Drown it out with a momentum. Creating a soundtrack all your own. Let your students play the instruments, write the lyrics, and sing the melody and at the end of the day you will have an album. Complete with cover art.

The scene is set. She remembers to mute her voice. She hears the footsteps; the energy precedes them. Classroom absence becomes classroom presence. Sanitized and full of life. Bursting with new faces. A passport presented- one which opens the world to exploration. A soundcheck finishes and a concert of learning begins. She smiles.

Daylight leaves. Shadow overtakes brisk. She walks out, leaving the energetic forest of growth and cycle. The parking lot empty, eager for her to cross it. White noise rings. Routine sets in. Template filled.

She drives home. Local radio show. Scenery set. Then a moment of release. She taps her foot and sings the song of her day. The colorful does not wane. She does not fall into the subtle - she listens, she experiences, she discusses.

The art of colorful experience is holding it the canvas tight. Being able to keep access to the brush, the palette, the array of moments that are always near. It is leaving the classroom in the classroom. Welcoming the home into the day, as a top ten hit. It is hearing the music of family.

Singing along to the familiar. Embracing the effervescence of the personal.

The subtle art of a colorful experience is her new chorus. She is finding balance. And it is simply beautiful.

Does this sound familiar? If so, welcome to the colorful experience. If not, step aside from the target and let yourself envision the bullseye. Quiver full, choose your arrow and release.

Your optimism and dedication is your song, can you see the notes unfolding? Take a deep breath and let the rhythm find you. It is waiting for you.


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